Who Has Told Every Lightning Bolt Where It Should Go?

Long long long day. It was one of those days were I wasn't sure what I was going to blog about.

The dorm I am in is really cold, all the time. Outside it is probably in the 60s and it is colder in my dorm. I have sweat pants and my hoodie on yet I was still shaking. I was dizzy, stressed, and getting quite frustrated with myself. Then I found my corn bag! So I microwaved that for a bit and I feel so much better. I know that is a really strange thing to blog about but it reminded me not to worry about the small things.

One of the biggest things I promote to everyone when things are stressful is to not worry about the little things. God will always provide, even if it is not the way I intended, God's way is always better. I was stressing over such stupid things that every little thing was bothering me. It felt like nothing was going right for me, but I failed to take my own advice and just let it go. Just go with it, not to worry. I have no control over some things in life no matter how much I want it.

Now I can hear the thunder outside and it is so calming. God is so amazing. "who has told every lightning bolt where it should go?" That is from my favorite song Indescribable by Chris Tomlin. If I put the lyrics to that song on here I could type forever and unfortunately I still have some studying to do. But basically God chooses where those lightning bolts go and he still has the time to worry about me. So why should I be stressed? He is Indescribable, I shouldn't forget about the wonderful moments I have had today because I got stressed temporarily.

Once I found my corn bag and felt better I got so much done too! I wrote my clarinet outline, finished reading for my english class, finished studying for theory, and now have started studying for religion. I even had time to eat dinner! It may have been unhealthy (ramen noodles, apple sauce, and mint chocolate chip ice cream) but I have a week left of my freshman year and I didn't gain my freshman ten, if anything I lost weight so I figured it doesn't matter.

I can do it, I won't let the little things get to me. No need to worry, I just do what I can, and let God handle the rest.