Juries are done! Thank goodness! It could have gone better but there is nothing I can do about it now so I have decided not to worry about it anymore.
Besides completing my jury today has been a horribly unproductive day. I normally have this problem where I try to get too much in one day and become so productive I drive myself crazy. Now I know you are thinking how is that a problem, but you can ask many people (especially Grant) that I hate wasting time. Rarely will you ever see me without homework or something to do, because if I have a second of free time I would use it. Something has hit me these past few days (ESPECIALLY today) where I am enjoying not being productive! I am still getting things done, just not at my normal pace.
Once my jury was done I lost all motivation for the day, I figured I have worked so hard I deserved a break. I did not intend for my break to last as long as it has but I will blame that on watching Bones (thank you Big for getting me addicted to that). But you know what? I don't regret being so unproductive. I still got some studying done, but I have not been stressed at all today. Which says a lot about me considering I had a jury today. I am normally super high strung on days I have performances and especially after I finish playing. In high school I would just tear apart my performance driving anyone who would listen to me crazy. I am so proud that I was able to let it go and just have fun with my day.
I didn't realize how much I needed this day. From 5 until 10 I did no school work, no practicing, no worries. Instead it was painting my nails, looking through scrapbooks/pictures, and Bones! There is no need to continuously work. Where is the fun in that? I love being productive and getting things done, but the human body and mind can only take so much. Today was my day to reboot and I am ready to attack my notes again tomorrow! I got a pretty decent start today but I have learned my lesson: if I want to get things done do NOT turn on Bones. But I do not regret my unproductive day- everyone needs one.
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